Tuesday, October 29, 2013

I don't know why

Why must she mad at me for somewhat, shitty thing that I never do?

Just for ruining her HANDPHONE.    for god sake. .. ..  You are willing to sacrifice your relationship towards me, just because you don't know who drop the food on your phone, and you accused me???? Just for that?  Easy as that to hate me?????????

Now I am really mad. Its been a year I guess i havent updated my blog. Now I'm writing . I'm really mad.
After all I did?? AFTER ALL I DID??
You think I can handle you???
You think I can actually tolerate you??
If you really want to know, I was just pretend to be nice to you, while my heart was dying to debate with you...
DYING TO STATE MY MIND.. but I didn't. Mostly I didn't. I just HOLD.
And now,
you accusd me for something I didn't do??  Just for your love of your handphone??
Am I getting mad or the world has got no LOVE anymore???

I don't know why...

I just hope that you lost your phone and love me back.
I'm actually crying while writing this. And you wouldnt care anyway.
Play your handphone like nobodys bussiness. Just let me die alone. Just like your dad died, without you by his side.